Faith and Doubt
When I Sing Those Songs, I Lie To God
I’m in the midst of a 12-day blog retrospective, in which I’m highlighting some of my favorite posts of this year. In May, I started what ended up being a month-long series on worship, lament, and honesty. This post, titled “How To Stop Lying in Church,” kicked things off. photo © 2010 Rainer Ebert…
Read MoreUnbreakable: When a Broken Promise Isn’t Broken
I learned the Hebrew word “hesed” this spring. I am not sure I’ll ever get over the beauty of it – I hope not. It inspired this piece I originally wrote for Deeper Story. She backed herself into the corner, wedged between the pillows, reading lamp silhouetting her hair against her knees. She swiped…
Read MoreI Am Jonah
This post expresses the turmoil I found myself in during March of 2011. As I read it again tonight, I was struck by how sure I was that I needed to do something or go somewhere. Indeed, a few months later, God did send me somewhere very far away for a short trip. But lately…
Read MoreThe False Currency of Shock: Why Mark Driscoll Gets Attention but Doesn’t Change Minds
It’s no secret to friends and regular readers that I don’t shy away from controversial topics. But talking about touchy subjects is a delicate matter, which I’ve learned primarily by bulldozing through and being blasted for it. Over and over. The hardest thing for me to overcome is my love of shock-value. I don’t know…
Read MoreThe Fearful Gift of Asking Questions
As I explained yesterday, I’m revisiting old posts from the earlier this year. This post arose out of a firestorm I sparked by posing the question “Can real Christians cuss?” in a discussion forum on my blog. I haven’t stopped asking questions, as evidence by a recent Sunday School class in which I asked whether…
Read MoreSpiritual Split Personality — It’s Still True
I read Mason Slater’s post this morning in which he explained that for the last 12 week days of 2011, he’s going to repost older posts from earlier in the year. I think it’s a wonderful idea as many of you are relatively new to my blog. It gives me a chance to step back…
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