I was independent, unwilling to yield my plans and goals, trapped in self-love, enslaved to the autonomy lie. I’ve written long of my disintegrated faith, depression, questions, search. I could see God’s footprints through my life. I had a four-year degree from a Christian college, memorized dozens of verses, spent my life in church —…

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You became a father just over ten years ago. It was not what any of us expected.  Instead of bottles and dirty diapers and colic, you learned the CICU (cardiac intensive care unit) routine, measured powerful heart medications, and learned to feed Ellie with an NG (naso-gastic) tube. You also learned what happened to the…

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